Heavy Rain

What a storm, it came down in buckets and the thunder & lightning was wicked. I really thought one bolt got my horse, it was right out where he was standing. Needless to say the roof leaked all over the house!! My husband put pots and pans everywhere, but the worst part is in the bathroom it some how came up under the toilet and it smells to high heaven! It's giving me a headache already 😩. Of course he is like we have to throw a tarp up on the roof this is ridiculous but he never does it. I'm guessing he doesn't want to put the blue tarp up there because than everyone knows your roof is leaking and it looks terrible. I'm thinking maybe if we get a dark colored tarp it might not be that bad but I doubt it will happen. I mentioned buying one and he uses the excuse we need to buy tires for the car, so you can see he makes excuses for everything so nothing gets done which is sooooo sad 😔. 

Food!

I truly feel so many of us turn to food because it's the only thing we can control. In my case I weigh 215lbs on a 5'5 frame, I am obesse. Besides being fat, I don't feel good in this body.  I can't control that my roof leaks & has fallen in a number of the rooms, I'm sure we have mold. I don't have any money to repair the roof so that's out of my control. My health as you've seen,  I can't fix without huge medical bills so that out of my control. The only thing I can do that gives me happiness is eating. Isn't that soooooo sad? I know I must be greatful for the things I do have & that I am able to get around. I just pray life turns for the better soon!!