Wednesday, April 17, 2013

This And That : )

Hope everyone is having a wonderful week so far : )
Thank you for the Birthday wishes and prayers, I appreciate them!
Still struggling along with things, but I guess I just have to pull myself together.
On an up note I have lost ALMOST 20 pounds.... I started at 175 and am now down to 157. I told my husband that I lost 18 pounds and he looked at me and said "Where?" - Yikes! But hey, I know I lost it and I even have been able to buy a smaller size pants which has me jazzed : ) To give myself a pick me up since turning the dreaded 50 and feeling so dammed depressed, I went and had my hair cut. A little background on my hair, it was getting very long and I felt it looked like mama on the Addams Family show. I told the gal I wanted my hair to look like Farrah Fawcett's. I should have know I was in trouble when the girl who I don't think was much older than 21 looked at me like she didn't really even know Farrah. Anyway, I got home and Kelly says "Why did you cut it, it looked good the way it was?" than went on to say "It sure isn't one of your better haircuts, she didn't do a very good job at all". Then my husband comes home and says "I liked your hair before it looked sexy" - What the hell!
On the school front things are still off course, we just have never jelled this year at all. I just can not find anything that she is interested in besides her computer games she plays... At least my daughter-in-law signed Kelly up for Rough Riders, It is a horse show type thing. Kelly did great her first time doing barrels, poles ect. This week she will be riding Zip my daughter-in-law's horse who is much faster than Kelly is used to so I hope all goes well - I will post video of it if I'm not screaming of fright watching her run the course : )
Until Next Time - God Bless!!

Sunday, April 7, 2013

Turning 50 Today

Well today I am 50 years old!! Gosh Dam I hate to even write that!
I think I can say this has been the worst Birthday ever..... I feel SOOOOO depressed : (
There was no special breakfest made for me, no balloons - nothing.
My son & daughter-in-law invited me down to their house this afternoon to watch the Nascar race and have cake, but I'm not going. I just seem to be crying all day today.
My husband is being such a jackass to me which is making the day worse.
I really wish my mom was still alive, I just need to talk with her.....
Until Next Time - God Bless!!